(Source: The Luteplayer- Caravaggio)
He could just lie in bed all day listening to songs, the meaning to which he does not understand. He would never talk to you, but would always want to sit beside you. He’s always around. He wouldn’t complain about anything, would cheer merrily one moment and cry unexpectedly the very next, and you will never know why. When you watch TV, he would just hold his ears close to the speakers and feel the vibrations. He would do the same with the fridge. He’d never sit idle. You’d either see him holding his mp3 player close to his ears and listening to the music, or outside on the porch, on his swing. He loves things that can move.
He only grows taller and taller, never growing an inch of fat on his body. His ribs show through his skin, his legs long and growing, although slender; with the layer of flesh on his bones not even an inch thick, and veins showing. He wouldn’t walk but stagger, because his left foot isn’t in line with his right, and is tilted inward. He would laugh when you play with him, and cheer merrily and clap his hands when he is happy. He doesn’t speak, but one would always know what he’s feeling.
He is autistic.
We can all speak, talk in multi-languages, and yet, a number of times, keep our emotions buried deep inside. We have the ability to actually be able to choose what to say, and when to say it, because a sound mind can usually anticipate the consequences. He, on the other hand, wasn’t blessed with this ability. He is the most transparent human, his face itself giving everything away. Such, is the innocence of truthfulness.
One would say he isn’t blessed enough. True, he isn’t blessed with a good hearing, eyesight, or the ability to speak, but with things more special and rare. Innocence, unconditional love for everyone who is nice to him, and the same kind of love back; naivety, credulity, childishness, a pure heart and the cutest and sweetest way of hugging. Who’s winning the game now?
When one looks around themselves today, at the more common and clever humans that surround them, with fully grown, “sound” minds and bodies, one wishes they were more like him. I wish I were like him too; carefree, innocent, and pure. People like him are fighting their constant battles against their own physical selves, and us, the cleverer and plotting ones, are either struggling with our own intellectual evils, or involved in fighting with the rest of the humans.
Maybe if we were more like him, and less like the aggressive, intolerant and strategist humans we are becoming, the world would’ve been a better place.
© Nandini Malik
Math Honors (Second Year)