Colors. Infinitely many shades, from violet to red. All sprung up from the same rainbow, but distinctively identified by our eyes. Humans, originating from the same source, made up of the same matter, but the human eye itself figures them all differently. Maybe we were all created the same, with the same shape and size, same color and shape of the eyes, same shape of the nose etcetera, etcetera. Maybe the reason we perceive everything differently, is because we sense it differently.
Apprehension of beauty : Is it some specific shape…or size..or color, or is it just perception? Our creator, whoever that is, did not define beauty. There is no evidence of the fact that big, round eyes are supposed to be beautiful, and that small eyes are not. They are eyes, is all. They give us the ability to see, to perceive, to absorb, to learn and to understand. Had they been squares instead of the shape they originally are, but did the job they were supposed to do, they’d still be eyes. Eyes that help us watch and learn, hence beautiful. A brain, full of nerve cells and veins, when has memories and knowledge and beautiful thoughts, is called “mind”. Knowledge and insight is what makes this ball of flesh beautiful, not the way it looks. Our guts, coiled and fleshy and gooey, are beautiful when they chuck the waste out. When they stop doing their job, mind you, they could turn you into something you wouldn’t want to call beautiful.
I have a beautiful pair of eyes, a nose, a crazy but beautiful mouth, pretty hands and nice legs, which aren’t beautiful because they are big and rounded, or long and pointed, or plumped up, or manicured, or “in-shape”, but because they do their job and keep me alive, everyday, without fail.
Why though, a big fat belly, or a dark skin is seen as ugly, draws one huge question mark in my mind, with a huge, blinding dot. “I want a fair woman”, “I want a tanned man”,” I want a tall, dark and “handsome” man”, quotes within quotes, because words like “handsome” are not very easy to comprehend either. Well, when I come to think of it, all I want is a man with some skin covering his bones. Another attribute to such perception : expectations. “You need to lose some pounds to find someone for yourself”. Gee, I hardly find anyone genuinely ask someone to lose some pounds just because being the right weight is healthy. But because being slim is “impressive” to the human eye. Everything we do or decide to do in our lives, is to directly or indirectly please the human eye, or human perceptions. We are so deeply absorbed in the pleasing business that we forget what made us, and what we are made of.
P.S. I tried searching images of “beauty” on Google to paste here, and all I got as a result were images of models, and make-up products.. How deluded are we?
© Nandini Malik
(Maths Honors, 2nd Year)